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THE BET... Isn't Done =(

So, in my attempts to finish THE BET by tomorrow, I did get quite a bit written/edited. The cover is finalized, the summary/cover copy is ready, and all I need to do is finish the book and edit. The editing won't take long, as I've spent quite a bit of time editing and re-editing the chapters I've already written. What is taking me so long is dealing with the big reveal.

I'm not used to the way men think. For whatever reason, I'm having a lot of trouble portraying Adam and Jason without making them come across as melodramatic. I've rewritten parts of the reveal about five times now, and I just can't get it right.

The truth is, I was never happy with THE BROKEN, my other novel, but I decided to go ahead and publish it and just move on. I don't want to do that with THE BET. I want to do a good job on it, so that I can be proud of it.

I'm going to keep working on THE BET. But I'm not going to put a timeline on it. It will be ready when it is good, and it won't be good if I rush.

In better news, part of the reason I haven't finished THE BET is that I haven't had time. I got a new job as a part-time teacher (yay!) and I've also been hired to edit a novel (yay!), so I'm thankfully stabilizing money-wise.

Now I just need to find a way to get my health more stable. I've been so tired lately, I have to sleep for 10+ hours just to feel normal. I have near constant headaches, and I'm often overcome with dizzy spells or nausea. Between the new job and feeling ill, my free time in which I can write is minimal. Sigh. Why does real life hate me? Maybe I'm just not supposed to finish this book! =P


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Sep. 17th, 2012 04:49 am (UTC)
Yay! For more stable jobs. Sending you happy thoughts and internet hugs inthe hopes that the new incomes will free up some energy for health and writting enjoyment. I know how stressful it can be to jugle a half dozen things at once. I'm the book will be awesome in it's own time. :)
Sep. 17th, 2012 06:26 am (UTC)
In sherlock fandom there is a great slash writer who is a man Ben

Why don't you watch a couple of episodes i rec you 1x1 and 1x3 and then you read one of his fics so you see his point of view in slash relationships from a man writer pov?http://archiveofourown.org/users/bendingsignpost/pseuds/bendingsignpost/works?fandom_id=133185
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