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Original Fiction (Published Books/Short Stories)

The Broken - M/M Novella

Powerless - M/M Short Story

Fanfiction - Unlocked


Everything They Never Had (R, ~3,250 words)

Emotions Outweigh Logic (NC-17, ~6,000 words)

Boldun (Affliction's Sons prequel, NC-17, ~5,500 words)

Affliction's Sons (R version, ~66,000 words)

Affliction's Sons (NC-17 version, ~70,000 words)

Variations of Vulcan Vaginas (PG-13, ~900 words)

Roadhead (NC-17, ~3,500 words)

Kicked From Inside (WIP, NC-17, ? words)


Mother's Milk (NC-17, ~1,900 words)


My Heart: Shattered (PG-13, ~4,500 words)


You Will Go On A Long Journey (In Bed) (NC-17, ~38,000 words)

Fanfiction - Locked

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Real Life Love (pg-13, ~8,000 words)

Holographic Love (pg-13, ~5,800 words)

Finally, New Books for Sale!

Due to many large life events, some good, some bad, I took a very, very long hiatus from writing. However, this summer, I am working on writing more, and thus I have finished 3 short stories/novelettes and a novella! They are now available for pre-order on Amazon. (If you don't like to buy things from Amazon, contact me, and I can provide you with an alternate way to purchase them.)

Click on the cover or title to pre-order!

HOLOGRAPHIC LOVE - Available July 3, 2015

Matt has been in love with Tamien since they met at the Training Grounds of the Galactic Army. Now a Captain aboard the Galactic Army's flagship, the North Star, he knows he cannot have Tamien. Not the real Tamien, anyway.

What he can have is a hologram. The hologram is an exact replica of the half-Canlan, half-Terran, from its russet-colored skin to its brilliant green eyes, except for one tiny change. This Tamien loves Matt, not Sara.

When Tamien discovers the hologram, Matt fears losing him forever, but the one who is really lost is the hologram. It has developed a mind of its own... and even knowing the truth of its existence, it still loves Matt with all of its heart.

This SWEET 16,000 word novelette contains sci-fi romance, angst, and love triangles!

EVERY TIME WE TOUCH - Available July 3, 2015

Ben doesn't understand Kevin. He blames it on the accent.

Kevin is a sheltered homebody from Louisiana who wants to be a television star. On his way to a call-back audition, Ben wishes him luck. He returns the man's well-wishes, and that's where the confusion begins.

Kevin doesn't understand Ben. He blames it on the crazy.

Ben loves vampires and likes to use beer bottles to plan out scenes for their TV show. He refuses to do anything except cuddle up next to Kevin and eat popcorn on KeBen nights.

Every time they touch, the misunderstandings fade away.

Kevin's never been interested in men before, but when he touches Ben, everything in the world just feels right. Kevin isn't sure why it kills him inside when Ben starts seeing one of their male guest stars... and when Ben stops touching him, Kevin's whole world comes crashing down.

This SWEET 15,000 word novelette contains men who can't understand feelings, silliness, and lots of angst!

MATCH ME - Available July 3, 2015

Reporter Anthony Benson has a chance to interview Robert Tanner, the son of Congressman George Tanner. Ostensibly, the interview is supposed to be about Rob's matchmaking business, which he runs with his college roommate Maxwell Smithfield. Anthony sees it as an opportunity to tell a story that will jump start his career: the story of how the Congressman's gay son fell in love.

But first, he has to get the story from Rob...

This SWEET 11,000 word novelette contains angst, drama, and young men who have trouble communicating!

ONCE UPON A LOVE STORY - Available July 3, 2015

This three novelette collection contains over 40,000 words of angst, drama, and clueless boys! (However, it doesn't contain any on-screen sex, so feel free to share it with your friends who aren't quite ready for full-on man-love!)

The novelettes contained in this collection include: Every Time We Touch, Match Me, and Holographic Love.

THE BET (Parapolice Book 1) - Available July 31, 2015

Jason joins the Stanton and Associates private investigation firm on a whim. His rash decision soon leads to another--he bets his new partner Adam that he can hide from him in between working on their assignments. After all, Adam might be the best psychic Jason has ever met, but Jason has a wildcard up his sleeve.

He can shape-shift--and he isn't confined to his own gender.

With that in mind, Jason plans to win the bet by seducing Adam as a woman. Only, Adam's actually pretty awesome. And the sex is totally mind blowing. And Jason might be falling in love...

This SPICY 35,000 word novella contains gender-bending, male/female sex, and male/male sex!

The Bet

Oi! I finally finished a sex scene in my novel The Bet... a novel that I started nearly 2 years ago.

Actually, the story was planned as a Harry Potter NextGen fanfic 4 years ago. 3 years ago I revamped the storyline into an AU Star Trek fanfic. Then 2 years ago I revamped it to the original fiction story it is today.

Maybe that's why it's been so hard for me to write it! I've never had so much writer's block on a story before. When I sit down to write it, it takes me an hour to write 250 words. For reference, I can easily write 1,000 words in 45 minutes most of the time. I think it's because this is the first novella I am attempting to write as original fic from start to finish. My published novella The Broken started as a fanfic that I altered into original fic. Granted, I altered it a LOT, and cut out/polished some sub-plots, so it's quite different, but I used about 50% of the original words, meaning I started with it 50% done!

However, The Bet has been a struggle from start to finish. The good news though is that I struggled through a sex scene that I had literally been putting off for almost 2 years! I typically skip sex scenes when I write, adding a note to the manuscript like ADD SEX HERE and then continuing writing. This is because sex scenes always take me forever to write!

Sometimes this doesn't work as I am a very chronological writer--I cannot skip around when I am writing (except for sex scenes) or I get writer's block until I go back and write what I skipped. For some reason, I think this sex scene had that effect on me, and now that I've gone back and written it, I'm hoping the rest of the story will flow nicely!

I would LOVE to get this novella written and published before 2014... 4 years of it percolating in my head is more than enough! Cross your fingers for me!

Life is Life

So, it's been a while since I posted. Things have been going pretty well in my life--I'm doing VERY well at my new job as a teacher and getting tons of compliments! (My vice principal told me she's never seen a first year teacher do this well and the behavior specialist, herself a veteran teacher of around 20 years, said in front of a whole group of people that I'm "as good a teacher as a 20-year veteran"!)

However, being good at my job means not having ANY time or brainpower for writing. I haven't even been reading fanfiction or my flist. Mostly I work from 7AM till 4 or 5PM (I'm allowed to go home at 2:30PM, but I never leave at that time, lol), come home, cook dinner, eat, watch some television, and crash. On the weekends, I sleep, do laundry, and spend time with the family.

But that's what the life of most first year teachers looks like. I've already started streamlining things in my life, so hopefully by by second year as a teacher I'll be able to have a social life! If not, at least I get the summers off. =P

Unfortunately, this holiday season has been difficult. My uncle, who I barely knew, died the Friday before Christmas, and my grandmother, who I wasn't particularly close to, died New Year's Day, both on my father's side. I'm sad, but not distraught. Mostly I feel horrible for my dad, who had to deal with both of these sudden deaths so close to each other.

Still, life must go on. I'm trying to look at the new year positively. I have a single resolution this year: lose weight. I'm terribly unhealthy at the moment, and feeling much older than my years, so I just want to get down to a healthier weight. My ultimate goal is to fit into my Senior Prom dress again. I felt fit and healthy in high school, though I was still technically overweight, and I'll be happy to get back to that point.

My hopes, though I wouldn't call them resolutions, are to finish THE BET, write some Young Adult books that have been begging to be written for 5 years now (seriously, I have the notes I took 5 years ago when I started to outline the plot!) and for which I already have the cover art (painted by a fabulously talented friend), and to just enjoy life. I'm done with school, settling into my dream career, and hoping to move into my own apartment next fall. I'm hoping 2013 will be a great year for me!

And I'm hoping it will be a great year for all of you too! Happy New Year everyone! ♥

THE BET... Isn't Done =(

So, in my attempts to finish THE BET by tomorrow, I did get quite a bit written/edited. The cover is finalized, the summary/cover copy is ready, and all I need to do is finish the book and edit. The editing won't take long, as I've spent quite a bit of time editing and re-editing the chapters I've already written. What is taking me so long is dealing with the big reveal.

I'm not used to the way men think. For whatever reason, I'm having a lot of trouble portraying Adam and Jason without making them come across as melodramatic. I've rewritten parts of the reveal about five times now, and I just can't get it right.

The truth is, I was never happy with THE BROKEN, my other novel, but I decided to go ahead and publish it and just move on. I don't want to do that with THE BET. I want to do a good job on it, so that I can be proud of it.

I'm going to keep working on THE BET. But I'm not going to put a timeline on it. It will be ready when it is good, and it won't be good if I rush.

In better news, part of the reason I haven't finished THE BET is that I haven't had time. I got a new job as a part-time teacher (yay!) and I've also been hired to edit a novel (yay!), so I'm thankfully stabilizing money-wise.

Now I just need to find a way to get my health more stable. I've been so tired lately, I have to sleep for 10+ hours just to feel normal. I have near constant headaches, and I'm often overcome with dizzy spells or nausea. Between the new job and feeling ill, my free time in which I can write is minimal. Sigh. Why does real life hate me? Maybe I'm just not supposed to finish this book! =P
Today I am still feeling vaguely ill.
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Also, I finally rented and watched the Hunger Games movie. I wasn't thrilled with any of the previews I saw, so I didn't expect much out of the movie.

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So, while the movie certainly didn't beat the book at all (even the visual effects like the fire-clothes were better in the book!), I did enjoy it and I'll probably rent the rest of the movies when they come out. =)

ETA: Suddenly, I'm extremely nauseous. Gonna take some Dramamine, hope it helps... though I'll probably just end up falling asleep since it makes me drowsy. Arg. Stupid body.

ETA2: Nausea gone. Drowsiness and headache have taken it's place. Arg. Gonna try to write for another hour, then I'm giving up and going to bed.


Quick poll tonight. I feel like shit. I've been having dizzy/nausea spells on and off for about 3 months now. They only hang around for 2-3 days a month, but they suck. All I want to do is sleep... but I'm still working on The Bet. I really, really want to finish soon.

While dizzy, non-writing tasks are easier, so I started playing around with my book cover for The Bet. Check out the two versions below, then please take the poll! And I mean everyone! Even if you've never written a word to me, please, please, please fill out the poll. This is market research people, and I need to know what everyone in the market likes. =P

Poll #1864559 Covers?

I like the dimensions (length x width) better for...


I like the fonts better on...


I like the color of the image better for...


Now I know why they cost so much...

Whenever I see someone advertising that they will format your ebook for you and post it on all the appropriate web venues, I always wonder why anyone would be willing to pay $100 or more for something they can easily do themselves. Then I format one of my own books for the various sites and remember how much of a pain in the ass it is.

Especially when you spend 3 hours editing and formatting and making everything pretty... only to realize you've used the wrong draft of your story. *facepalm*

So, after yet another hour of editing and formatting, I can now announce that COMMUNICATION is complete. Done. Finished. Alleluia.

If you'd like, it's available for download as an epub, mobi, or pdf file on my website and on Smashwords. You can also read it entirely online at my website.

Currently it is "publishing" on Amazon.com. When it does finish publishing, it will be $0.99 at first, though I'll do my best to get it free on there too. It'll also take a few days for it to get shipped from Smashwords to iBooks and Barnes and Noble. I'll keep an eye on those sites and let you know when it goes up on there. =)

And now it's back to work on The Bet...

New Laptop! ♥

Well, I'm typing this on my new laptop. It's a Lenovo G570, and my old one was a Lenovo G550, so it handles much like my old one did. The tech specs are mostly the same, but this one has a different keyboard set up and a built-in card reader. I'm liking the card reader, but I'm not sure I'm going to like the keyboard. They moved all my favorite buttons!

Anyway, the files and programs I use are all set and ready, so I'm back on track with everything... minus $300. Sigh.

Oh well. It's time for me to get back to work on THE BET. Once I get that published I'll be rolling in the dough, right? =P

Stupid laptops and their stupidness!

My laptop is dead. It still works, but the battery only lasts 15 minutes and the screen will not stay open unless you prop it just right. So, for all intents and purposes, it's dead. Due to a bad back, I use it primarily in bed while laying down and if I have to be in a specific position, well, that won't work.

I ran over to Office Depot this morning to get a new laptop because of this. I found a great one, normally $650, on sale for $450 + $100 mail in rebate for a final price of $350. Well, I thought the price was too good to be true, and guess what? It was. I brought it home, got it all pretty and loaded with my personal files, and then tried to load Microsoft Office... only to discover that the CD/DVD drive doesn't work.

After two hours of fiddling on my own and 1 hour fiddling with a support guy's help, I gave up. The thing is crap. I'm taking it back to the store tomorrow, where I'm going to have to fight to get my money back, since they only give "exchanges" on computers once they have been opened. Uh, no. I'm not exchanging one piece of crap for another. I like the brand, and I will buy their cheap version this time, as it's the same as my current computer, only the next version of the model. I love my computer and it's lasted me 2 years, which is my criteria for a good laptop.

So, I want that model, and I want the price difference back on my credit card... not as store credit. I'm afraid that getting that is going to be a battle though...